100 cookies

They’re spicy…I like it.

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I’m in week 2 of my spring break and I’m leaning into it a bit.  It’s a bit of a weird break but it’s good.

I’m enjoying the downtime and getting a bit done too.  The best thing about having time off is Monday morning pole classes.  I’m feeling really fit, healthy, and a bit sore but it’s great starting my week with 2 hours of exercise that doesn’t feel like exercise. 

The only downside, they don’t get cookies.  I’ve thought about it but I haven’t brought them into the cookie circle.  Is that bad?  Monday nights and Wednesday nights get cookies, but I’m just not sure I have it in me.  Luckily, very few Monday morning people also do Monday or Wednesday nights so maybe ignorance is bliss for them?

Not sure.  I do feel slightly guilty though about not including them in the cookie fold.

This week’s cookies are amazing – Gochujang Chocolate Chip Cookies and Brown Butter Chocolate Chip Cookies from Sarah Keiffer’s 100 Cookies.  Both are incredible but the Gochujangs are next level.  They’re not spicy but they have a tinge of heat to them which makes them really nice.  They’re less spicy than some of the other chilli chocolate ones I’ve made, but they have a lovely warmth to them.  Big Fan!  I am secretly paranoid that one of the cookies will be a full on spice bomb with ALL the chilli heat in one cookie, but it hasn’t happened yet! 

And the brown butter chocolate chip ones are really good too.  I’ve finally learned to brown butter without fear.   I mean, there’s the constant fear of going too far and the butter burning, but also the fear of not going far enough and just having butter.  But this brown butter was perfect.  And the cookies were delicious!

So that’s a good metaphor for life right now, kind of being in limbo but being good-ish.  The cookies, like life, are just spicy enough to be interesting but not blowing me away.  There’s lots of exciting things are the horizon over the next few weeks, but for now, we’re just mellowing and waiting!

Oh…. and I got Crocs. Only 4 years late to the Croc party, but I’m in the Croc gang.

A quick one!

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This week’s cookies are the Brownie Cookies from 100 Cookies and Chocolate Peanut Butter Cookies. After last week, I was thinking about how much I love Reece’s peanut butter cups and the chocolate/peanut butter flavour combination. I mean I’m quite picky when it comes to chocolate, and Reece’s peanut butter cups are among my favorite chocolates ever!

I thought about making cookies stuffed with peanut butter cups but thought that these would be a fun compromise!!

Happy Father’s Day!

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Happy Aussie Father’s Day to all the Dads out there.  It’s been an action packed Father’s Day but also quite a normal Sunday.  It’s funny, the longer you spend as a parent, the less significant Mother’s Day and Father’s Day become.  It was still gorgeous to see how excited Thomas was to give his Dad the gifts he had picked out at the Father’s Day stall at school… and to hear why he picked them.  It’s amazing to watch him become a fully formed person.  I couldn’t be prouder of the person he’s becoming.  

We only have so many Father’s Days when he’s an actual kid.  He’s nearly 9- closer to being a moody teenager that we have to convince to eat with us  than the cranky toddler in a high chair that we’re trying to distract long enough for us to enjoy a meal in public.  We saw both ends of the spectrum at lunch today– and it was a reminder to me to enjoy every stage and age.

Not just as a Mom but as a person.  Nothing lasts forever.  It’s nearly been a year since I was made redundant and who knows what the next year will bring.  

For now, I’m enjoying the cookie phase.  Even on busy Sundays when it seems like there is so much to do, I love this phase of my life.  It feels good to do something for other people not because I have to, but because I want to.  It feels good to be appreciated. It feels good to spark a moment of joy for someone else.  And it feels good to do something so totally frivolous as baking cookies.  The world is full of so much awfulness, that doing something to brighten other people’s day feels nice.  I’m not sure if I’ll do this forever but for now, it’s nice.  

This week, I baked a request and an anti-request (is that even a thing?).  Dylan, my gym’s manager, requested Dark Dark Chocolate Cookies with sea salt.  And Stella, from pole, requested Peanut Butter Cookies- because she’s training for a pole comp and hates peanut butter cookies and doesn’t want to be tempted to eat them!  

Both cookies have come from my 100 Cookies Cookbook.  I tweaked her Triple Chocolate Pan Banging Chocolate Cookies by adding sea salt flakes.  I also made the Peanut Butter Cookies.  I’m not a huge fan of peanut butter cookies myself but these are ok.  I don’t mind them but they’re not my favorite.  Hopefully they’re peanut buttery enough to turn Stella off and hopefully Dylan likes the dark dark chocolate.  

Don’t trust the internet

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We all know by now not to trust a thing you see, hear or read on the internet.

It’s also no secret that I’m a Marketer’s dream.  I am super brand loyal and very susceptible to advertising.  So when someone’s internet blog says, “this is the perfect chocolate chip cookie”, I say, “let’s try it!” 

Well, I tried it…and it’s not that great.

I like the Vanilla Bean Blog.  I’ve baked her cookies before- and I’ve bought her cookbook, 100 Cookies.  So I trust her.  So I was super excited when I got the email this week saying she had created the “perfect” chocolate chip cookie, I was keen to try it. 

Everybody loves chocolate chip cookies.  I mean, everyone loves cookies but everyone loves chocolate chip cookies.

Last week’s Kitchen Sink Cookies were a hit- one of the top 10 cookies I’ve made apparently.  But they can be divisive.  Anything outside of the standard, comforting chocolate chip cookies can cause… feelings.  So no matter how crazy a recipe I make each week, I like to also make one comforting, plain-sh, normal cookie.  

And because everyone loves chocolate chip cookies, everyone also has a favourite chocolate chip cookie recipe.  There are SO many out there.  Even the 100 Cookies cookbook has like 5 different recipes for them.  So what was meant to make these so good?  

Not sure.  But they weren’t great.  I ran out of vanilla and substituted a teaspoon of bourbon, I increased the recipe from 20 cookies to 32 so maybe it didn’t quite scale well.  Whatever it was they are/were disappointing.  Not an outright fail but not great.

Luckily, I always make at least two types.  The second batch is Double Chocolate Espresso Cookies- which were excellent.  They look good too.   They are dark, velvety, rich and coffee adjacent.  They’re gorgeous. I love them. I think they will be a hit.

The chocolate chip ones… not so much- but we’ll see. People are always surprising. But one thing I know, we can’t trust everything we see on the internet.

What inspires you?

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And I don’t just mean when it comes to food. I’m learning that the hardest part of being a parent is knowing what to say when life lifes. When games are lost, when small humans are worried about big things, when you’re trying to encourage someone to believe that the world is limitless while knowing that it’s also full of disappointment.

How can you be their biggest cheerleader and also a realist at the same time?

I mean, full disclosure, I am my child’s biggest fan. Biggest cheerleader, biggest advocate and most likely to tell him how amazing he is. Because I think he is AMAZING. But the better he gets at things, the harder the competition is, and the more often he faces adversity, and challenges, and losses. And that’s hard. For me, and for him. The me part of me wants to find the bright side. The mom part of me wants to make sure he doesn’t experience challenges- but if he does, I want to make him feel better and grow and learn. But losing can be hard. It can be tough. It can be disheartnening. So, as a parent of an amazing child, what do you do? What should I do?

I don’t know, and I don’t think any parent knows. But I’m trying. The phrase, “Pressure is a a privilege” has recently become a mantra. Billie Jean King first said it so it feels apt for a tennis family. And reflecting on my own life, it’s so true. So it feels appropriate to pass it on. Pressure creates diamonds and pressure is a privilege- it means people think you can…and maybe they expect you to DO as well. It’s not a bad thing.

We also talked about the poem, “If” by Rudyard Kipling. Again, it’s on the wall at Wimbledon Centre Court so it felt… right. If you don’t know it, it’s worth reading.

Also, I baked cookies this week. Kitchen Sink Cookies and Chocolate Peppermint Sugar Cookies from the 100 Cookies book by Sarah Kieffer. Sarah’s blog “A Vanilla Bean Blog” is amazing! The cookbook is too.

This week has been challenging. There’s a lot going on- on every level, in every orbit of my life. From the National Guard on the streets of DC to my small person worrying about his tennis match, it hasn’t been easy. But pressure truly is a privilege and we are holding on!